OMG that is horrible! How are you doing? Be aware of signs of traumatic stress and give your body, mind and spirit time to heal. I had a very minor incident that someone slammed into my back bumper. At the time I was already enduring heavy trauma. And just that one minor incident snapped something in me. I began to experience trauma responses. The slightest things I would see or movement of any kind made me have kind of an anxiety attack. And I understand about the attachment to your car. I feel like this too about my car and things like this. Take care. I hope you are better with every moment.